i realized today that i am Better. i've suspected that i am better for a couple of weeks now - but today, i feel like i've "levelled up" - like all my colours are brighter - like my outlines are darker and thicker - like i'm more me than i've been in far too long a time.  i feel like i passed myself on the sidewalk one day and i grabbed myself and stuffed me back into myself.  i feel ... amazing!

i told a friend once that people who are blessed with gifts in this life can't stay unhappy for long ("can't" meaning both the sense of "not being able to" and also "having an obligation to the world not to"). sometimes, it takes a while to recognize the gifts that you have and then it takes a little more time to learn to appreciate them through the miasma of daily routine and self-absorption.  but with a little work and a little luck, the switch flips, and you just have it!

anyway - that's my funky sound for the week...  i've got a great adventure planned for this weekend - well, i think it's a great one.  only two more work days!!

- g