(and i'm trying to think if i've used this title before??)
no seriously, what have i done? one of the reasons that i didn't go home for the holidays, and please don't tell my parents this, is that i like having a few days - a week? - to myself where i don't have work to do, people to see, drinks for which to go out, or any of that. it sounds pretty solipsistic, but really, there is an upside. i get to settle into my head a little bit (more than is usual or safe) and take account of what's gone down in the last year or so. this isn't the really BIG accounting post for 2007 - that one will be coming in new years. this is sort of the warm-up.
this year has been really really positive for me, and even i am having a hard time denying it's recuperative effects. although it started out a little bumpy, and in some ways, stayed bumpy up to now, i managed to straighten out a lot of doubts and fears about myself and about my life this year! i took a much more involved approach to life - with my little adventures and a slightly more adventurous social attitude than i'm used to - it really has made a world of difference to enjoying life. my work life has never been better. i have fabulous friends here who are amazing and admirable. i have truly spectacular friends all over the country, some of whom i've had a chance to see this year, and others with whom i've only been able to abstractly communicate over facebook or email. i'm stronger and faster than i've ever been, and even my wavy superman-hair is back.
i drew this picture for a christmas card five years ago, and it's interesting for me to fish it out now. i had just returned home from a failed year in toronto and was feeling miserable, alone, jaded and defeated. it's been five years (of pretty intense messing things up just to get things right again), but i feel like i've come so far from that point. i'm still sort wandering the city alone and appalled at christmas commercialism, but my colours are so much brighter now.
that's my christmas wish for everyone this year - may we all take the time to see the brightness of the life all around us sharper and more vividly than before!!!
- g
song of the day (as if there could be any other): happy xmas (war is over) , john lennon.
ps. if next blog entry is delayed, it’s because i am going to try and build a new blog engine for 2008 that will be more powerful and have more features than this aging, decrepit thing that i wrote years ago. - g
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